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Tuesday, April 30, 2002


A smashing new layout!!

It's been a long time since I last blogged. I was getting bored of the blue layout (although blue's my fave color), so here comes a pink layout. Don't ask my why pink, I don't know why either. Just felt like having a pink layout, hope it isn't too pink .... too much pink's not like me....=/

Anyway, I've added a couple of links in the
[Links] section. Haven't updated that section for a long time.....lazy me. There's a new tagboard up too! Feel free to msg there, no not feel free. Must leave a msg there by hook or by crook...or else.....hiak hiak. Gazillion thankz to Jasmine for sending me the tagboard script. =D

Aye, wondering if you ppl would find this layout familiar, coz it resembles his? Hmm... but I think his layout's way nicer than mine....yabayabadoo lallalalaa

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Tuesday, April 23, 2002


Lazing around....

I've been lazing around lately, ever since attachment ended. Too lazy to even blog here, whahahahaa. It's a wonderful feeling to be able to wake up late and not drag myself out of bed every morning. Plus the fact I don't have to crack my brains for excuses of not going to work....truly divine....hmmmm. I'm juz one big lazy gal =/

But I need to get work done!!! I've been procrastinating for too long, and my SIP report is waiting to be done. It's due this Thursday, and I'm like only done with the cover and contents page, whereas
he, has already finished it up and binded his report. *prays* God bless, god bless....what am I doing here? Backie to my report writing....*sulks*

Oh, and before I forgot, the merlion's gonna move house today right? So, are you there to see this historical moment? If I'm not wrong, my lovely hostess's there....hehe.

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Friday, April 19, 2002


Friday Five - It's here again~~

1. What's your favorite TV show and why?
Any show that can help increase my entertainment level would be good enough I suppose. But I remember there's this chinese drama serial called "San1 Mian4 Xia4 Wa1" starred by Zoe Tay. It's good and quite popular up till now. And there's also this volleyball serial by Chen Xiuhuan and Chen Liping that leaves a deep impression on me. I can still remember my sudden interest in volleyball then!! But then, I never really know how to play that sport.

2. Who is your favorite television star?
There's not really a fave tv star for me. Everybody looks good if they perform well.... now how about andy lau??? =)

3. What was your favorite TV show as a child?
Lala lalalala, sing a happy song.... lalalalalala, smurf the whole day long~~ It's smurfs!! I even got those stickers books and packs. hehe, another fave show would be carebears....=D

4. What show do you think should have been cancelled by now?
Erm.... Days of our lives?? It's been showing for so long already, why hasn't the "mystery" end?? It's such a drag....

5. What new show do you hope escapes the axe this season?
I'm abit outdated and blur perhaps.... what's the latest new shows anyway?? =/


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Thursday, April 18, 2002


Dreams

Reading
her blog somehow inspired me to blog on this topic. Everybody does dream at one point or another, don't they? And I'm no exception.

I remembered my bad dreams when I was a kid then. And these bad dreams usually come whenever I was sick and down with some sort of fever. I'll dream of this huge metallic black ball "chasing" me, threatening to roll me over if I run any slower. And me, in my dreams, was just a pathetic little dwarf. At other times, I'll dream of myself trying to knead a huge lump of dough, which seems like I'll never finish kneading with my small little fingers. Then I'll wake up in fear, running to my parents' room, ranting: "Papa papa, there's this huge metal ball chasing me and I'm so scared...." Yes, weird dreams I know, but maybe it's because of my fever? *shrugs*

But these kinda dreams soon fade out as I grew older. There are pleasant dreams too. Dreams like me shopping for a new pair of shoes (hehe), or me discovering a new flavor of Calbee potato chips (can even remember it's sotong flavor in purple packaging), or a new neon, glow-in-the-dark highlighter and some others. I mean these dreams are funny yet queer when I thought of them, especially the Calbee potato chips. I don't know why I can dream of me and a group of friends discovering the new sotong flavor potato chips at a ulu "mama" shop. Maybe I tink too much....waahahhaa

Surely, there are bitter dreams too. Bitter dreams that I don't even want to mention, bitter dreams that I don't even want to recall. I guess it should be better this way? Nah, =/

I don't know how the professionals interpret dreams. But somehow I remembered something about dreams you dream at night are some sort related to your own reality.

Hmmmz....I dream in the day too...I daydream.....hehe =PpPpp

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Monday, April 15, 2002


// Listening to: Liang Jing Ru - Fen Shou Kuai Le

Heard from my friend that the UK Funfair at Woodlands is going to be extended til beginning of May. I wanna go play the rides!!!! But the rides are damn ex as from hearsay, maybe I'll go broke after the trip.... =/

There's this stupid mosquito bite on my lower lip which hurts and itches like hell. wahahhaa, I wonder why mosquitoes love to leave "footprints" on my face instead of my arms, legs or watever. As if pimples aren't enough....hmpf.

Managed to catch Resident Evil on screen yesterday. It wasn't as good as I expected. It was more like reliving "House of the Dead" again, with all the zombies and stuffs. Cheap thrills as they said, which made me squirm lower and lower in my seat...whahaha. And the Spiderman preview looks good, at least I'd think it looks much more interesting than RE.

And
he's got his enlistment letter already! He's reporting in August 23rd, whereas some of his friends are reporting earlier somewhere in June. But he'd love to get enlisted earlier, so that it could end earlier... ??? Another friend of mine would love to get enlisted as late as possible....hahaa . Notice how fate loves to make sport of man.....hmmm

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Friday, April 12, 2002


Waiting for lunchtime~~

While waiting for lunchtime today, I did an analysis on my name here. Got it from Jasmine.

Heng :
You are an 11th hour person, always succeeding just in the nick of time. The lesson of money is prominent in your life. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You are a hard worker when you make up your mind to do a job.

Eileen:
You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr.

Hmmm, I guess it's quite true huh? Part of it lar....I'm a last minute gal, and I haven't touch my SIP report...wahhahaha. Funny that both my first and last name says that I'm a inventive and quite curious person. What does it imply?? =/ Yes, thank you, I'm kpo I know.


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Thursday, April 11, 2002


Listening to: Enrique Iglesias - Hero

I love this song....

== Enrique Iglesias - Hero ==

Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run
and never look back?
Would you cry
if you saw me cry?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die for the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.


always me ♥ 11:17 PM | 0 comments



Wednesday, April 10, 2002


Rainy rainy day, come another day......

If not for attachment or work commitment or watever, I guess I'd still be sleeping like a log, cuddled under my comfortable blanket and hugging my favourite "cao cao". It's such a good weather to sleep in, so much so, that I didn't want to drag myself out of bed this morning. Bleh bleh bleh. A "torture" for me to go to work on a rainy day, coz I'm feeling cold and hungry right now. Currently waiting for the refreshment break for some training ppl to start, so that I can "kup" those delicious nuggets, soon kueys, and blah blah which I aimed just now along the corridor....yum yum. Yes, I'm that greedy.



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Monday, April 08, 2002


Watching: Go Go Jacky on Channel U~

It was raining cats and dogs this morning and yet, I didn't take a cab to work. 3 Cheers for myself~~~. And he said that I took cab when I shouldn't, and when I should for a rainy day, I didn't. *poutz* I was trying to save money ok?

Public Transport = Save money

But I was late as usual, not as late as those days when I took a cab to work. Reached there around 9am, erm....ermm... I know I'm still late by half an hr, but considering it's an improvement plus the fact it was raining lor.... hehe =Pppp

And I was bold enough to take a 2hr lunch break today. I didn't mean it at first, coz I didn't know that my friend would be collecting her BTT results at Ubi during lunch break. There was a long queue and we were there queueing for almost half an hour. Great to know she passed on her second attempt, and she was so happy and proud then. Lucky that we've got private transport on a BMW cabriolet (is it spelt like that?). Woo, the leather seats were soooooo comfortable that we felt like sleeping especially on a rainy day and after a hearty lunch of delicious kuay chap @ macpherson. It seems like I'm getting more and more reliant on private transport. In other words, I'm lazy =/

Phew...nobody seems to notice that I went for a 2hr lunch break, and I acted as though nothing happened. doh doh doh lalalallla. Hope this blog doesn't bore you all coz it seems like I'm describing my whole day activities at work today. Hmmm...maybe I should include all my toilet visits, pantry visits, walks, tea breaks, blah blah. I'm getting insane...... >_<

p/s: while i'm writing this blog, he wanted me to tell you all that he's a pig...wahhahaha
evidence: [23:45] [marTyN] write i'm a pig



always me ♥ 11:51 PM | 0 comments



Sunday, April 07, 2002


// Listening to: Nothing....nothing at all....

If you were wondering what song I'm listening right now as stated above, I can tell you it's nothing. Nothing means nothing, means no songs at all, coz I've juz formatted my PC, deleted the whole 3 gigs worth of mp3s!! Maybe I'll start rebuilding the list again, and for now, it's pretty much quiet.

I hope I'm not too slow wishing her this. But HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOLLIE!!! Hope you enjoyed your day...=)

It's Happy 11th Birthday for Zouk yesterday. Went there with him and his friends. It's great to have somebody driving there, at least you don't have to worry about cab fare and midnight charges. Hee, practical me. Met her and her. We had a hard time looking for you gals heh. But it's great meeting you all....=) Waiting for him to call me now, but seems like he hasn't got home yet, or has he forgotten to call as usual !??! Spent alot on shopping today, guilty, guilty, guilty. I'm gonna scrimp and save from now onwards. And it's official countdown time when the clock strikes 12. 9 more days to end of attachment!!! Yay!



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Friday, April 05, 2002


A room that reveals your personality

Taken from
here. It's quite true, especially in areas like attitude, style and problems. I'm always daydreaming, having the weirdest and craziest ideas wherever I am. And true enough, my wardrobe is full of clothes that are blue, white and black. Sadly, I hide from problems....Take the quiz yourself!

Attitude
most people dream at night, but your overactive imagination takes you to places few people have ever seen, even in the deepest of sleeps.

whether you're on the train to work, in a meeting or dining at a fine restaurant, your mind is constantly buzzing with ideas blurring fantasy and reality.

you're either on your way to becoming incredibly famous or being locked in a padded room.

Lover
your love ranges from the passion of beethoven to the intricate beauty of mozart.

your relationship is based on an enduring trust and classical balance that helps you rise to the highest level of understanding and passion.

Style
simple yet elegant, your wardrobe is not a testament to trend - rather a tribute to classic style.

your body is designed for fitted, comfortable and timeless clothing. you wear blues, blacks, greys, crisp whites and believe that price is directly related to quality.

Relationships
revealing an outgoing person with multiple friends and family who enjoys the ego stroking of putting his/her best stuff on display.

may also mean that the person has eclectic taste in people (prefers groups) and does not like to be limited to monogamous relationships.

Problems
your problems are small but they do exist. you run in fear from big problems - foisting them over to your larger problem.

but not all problems can be avoided and the garbage has to go somewhere. sometimes you overflow in extreme moments with stubborn refusal to accept more problems than you can handle.

in the deepest corner of your being you believe, as do your parents, that problems should not be hidden from sight but are better handled in a transparent, translucent and open manner.

Future
your future is that of a visionary imagining scenarios for the next millennium.

you may find yourself at home in an expansive industrial space, or marking time in a future warped out of a douglas coupland novel.

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Thursday, April 04, 2002


// Listening: ATC - I'm in Heaven When You Kiss Me

I'm still dialing telephone numbers without the "6" in front despite the 8-digit numbering system which had started almost a month ago. The truth is, you can still dial 7-digit numbers in March but not in April. And I've gotten so used to it, that I kept forgetting the "6". So guess what? When I was using dialup to dial in to
TP, I used the 7-digit number, and then I heard a weird dialing tone, like some person was trying to speak through the usual noisy dialup. So I picked up the phone and listened, hearing a woman rambling something in tamil. I guess should be some message informing ppl to use the 8-digit numbering system? But why isn't it in English? *puzzled* I muz remember to dial "6" in front from now on, same to those who hasn't got used to it like me.

I'm getting restless these days of late. It's like no matter how much I sleep, I simply just can't drag myself out of bed in the morning. Is it due to the recent OTs or is it juz me? I'm getting to work later and later, and it's not a good sign. wahahhaha. Imagine me supposed to reach work at 8.30am, and yet out of the house by 9.00am today. Bad huh? A perpetual latecomer....=/

TGIF tomorrow~~!!! I surprised myself by surviving yet another week.... Time to read [Her World] and get some sleep....=) Nitez all.

always me ♥ 10:48 PM | 0 comments



Tuesday, April 02, 2002


I'm back......

I've been wondering...whether this email below is for real, or sent by some pathetic lamers who've got so much time on their hand to spam my inbox with 100 of this mails. Imagine, 100!! Oh please, get a life, I'm using student dialup. sheesh.

Dear Eileen ,
For every mail that you had receive, we will deducted $0.50 from your POSB account. Transaction will be detected through your IP address from your ISP in Singapore. Thank you for joining us as a value Microsoft customer. For any enquery, please call 67546088 or email us at salesquery@microsoft.com.

Your Sincerely,
Mrs Babara Heng
Sale manager of Singapore Microsoft Coporation.

I'm not going to care whether this email is for real or not. If it is, let them deduct all they want, and I'll make my complaints duly. That is, if they manage to track me, duh.


always me ♥ 10:31 PM | 0 comments